The Story Behind the song " BREAKING MY HEART--mltr "

BETRAYAL OF LOVE

Loving  someone is probably the most beautiful gift of God that  given to us. But why for me love is something most painful, make me feel  be someone the saddest and weak. She had prompted ​​me like this. Lost without direction, and without purpose. I wish i had known her, trust  her, and willing to  give everything, including my heart and soul. I gave 100%  of my heart, but  she treated me like this. Indeed, i very much regret knew her.

It all started from that day .....

This morning, the weather is very fresh. I decided to go with Donghae, Siwon, and Wooki to a cafe. I intend to look for an English job,  because two days had to be on the blog post of my teacher. At the cafe, I was joking with my friends. oh, yeah We are singles. So we never fall in love and courtship.

"Yesung, why do you really busy? “ Wooki asked.

"I'm really busy to working on my deadline. "I said

 "Another time we have done a quick job. Do not delay as it would later, piled all, "said Donghae.

"Yes .... the basis of a nag. "I replied

            2 hours later we went home. We a parted ways at a crossroads at the end of the alley.

"Bye ............." we both said.

On the way, I accidentally hit a girl. She looked very ill. I came down from the bike and help him. However, I was pleasantly surprised when I saw her face, I felt that he was not human, but an angel that had been revealed to by me  hit. she was very lovely.

"Aww, hey where are your eyes? Don’t you see if there are people willing to cross ". She asked with a high tone.

"So .. so ... sorry, I hit you by accident, what do you feel sick? Let me take you to the hospital. "I replied.

"No need." Answered the girl with a sarcastic tone.

The girl immediately went and left me silent because of her beautiful face. But, i awared.

"Hey wait, what's your name? "I asked

"Why do you ask?" He said,

"No, I just want to know it. Who knows we could be friends. "I said

"Well, my name is kim nana. Just call me nana. "she replied

"Nana. Well ... that’s  a very beautiful name. Such a beautiful person. Oh, yes my name is kim Yesung, yo can call me yesung. I hope we get to see much. "I replied.

That was my first time to meet with Nana. The girl who was luring my heart.  Every day, every time I always just thought of her. I always hoped to see her again.

2 months after we met, I could finally meet him. We had bumped into at the bookstore. At that time I wanted buy the book. But, fortunatelly I met Nana. It felt  wow. Like i got the free tickets of lady gaga concert.

            We have known three weeks each other. And I felt that we were very suitable. Then I intend to declare her love. I had to ask my friends to help me in this mission. I, Donghae, Siwon, and Wooki conduct meetings in the back yard of the school.

"What must I do to express love with nana?" I asked

"I think you have to prepare something very romantic, such as flowers." Answered Siwon

"Yes, I think you can bring her to a beautiful place, such as on the hill." Said Donghae

"One more, do not forget poetry. I think every woman likes it. "Answered Wooki

"Hemm, ok. I think it's good advice. ok thank you. "I Said

            A week after the meeting I asked nana went up the hill. Didn’t  forget to bring a poem and a  rose. There came a thrilling moment. This is the first time I stated in love with a girl. I’m so nervous. But, for the love I would do it.

"Nana ...." I called

"Yeah Yesung??" Replied nana

"I ..... I .... I just wanted to tell you that I love you so much. Will you to be my girlfriend? "I asked

"Huh ............ Yesung you .... ehm .... I actually ... I also love you. "Answered  Nana

"Really? You .. you're not kidding right?? Are you serious? "I asked expectantly

"I'm serious." she said,

"Nana, I'm very happy to hear that. Thank you ... thank you for loving me too. "I replied

            After that we finally become a couple. We now have 5 years of relationship. I've been a bachelor, and  worked at a television station in korea. While Nana received in one of the airlines. Yes, she was a flight attendant. Honestly I do not agree that she worked as a flight attendant. Because I was afraid that she did not have more time for me anymore. And my guess is true. After she was to be a flight attendant she was getting busy, there is no time to meet, even giving the news by telephone were rare. I became increasingly concerned with the state of our relationship.

2 weeks passed and during that time I also could not contact her. I lost contact with her. I've been looking for her, and asked her friends, but they say nana had moved abroad. Why did she forget about me? Why had she not deem me again as her boyfriend? I didn’t  know what else to do and where to go looking for her. I wanted to ask directly to her about the fate of this relationship that was increasingly unclear. Yesterday Siwon, and others visited me. They all came to strengthen me.

"Come on, you'd better take care of it yourself. I can not bear to see you like this. "Said Donghae

"That's right Yesung. for what you're thinking about a woman who clearly did not think about you. You're only hurting yourself. "Answered Siwon

"Why do you like it. Do not want to eat, not went out from the house, and you let your work abandoned just because a girl. Wake Yesung ... a lot of girls out there who are more beautiful than she is, 1000 times better than her. "Replied wooki

"You do not understand. I'm very very very loved. Do you know what I feel huh? I .. I .. sick ... sick. My chest tightened. I could not do anything else. I am weak. "I replied

"No Yesung. you're wrong. All people should feel the love. But you must remember that love does not have 100%. And you should not hurt yourself like this just for the love. "Answer Siwon

            I just kept silent. I think the advice of my friends. I felt what they told me were true. I now decided to stop thinking about it. I had to  continue my life I've wasted all this time. I have to get up. And I should be strong.

            2 years later. Now my life began to return in good order. And I have started enjoying my life again. Without her and without love. Tomorrow I will plan to go to the bookstore. I wanted to buy the novel. Upon arrival at the bookstore I was looking for a good novel. but all of accidently I met her. It was a lot of questions in my mind. I could not wait to asked all to her. But suddenly came a man who directly approached nana. He was tall, fair-skinned, and was rather big. I'm confused who he was. And suddenly nana said ....

"Hi Yesung .. we didn’t meet for a long time. Oh yes, this is Kangin. he is my fiance. We are getting married in 3 days. Oh yes, I got an invitation for you. I hope you will come to our marriage. " Said Nana

            When I hear the word nana was like lightning. My body felt weak. My tongue stiff, I could not say any more. My heart was sick, shattered like a bunch of broken glass. I came home with a limp body. There was no hope, no purpose, no more light, there is only pain, broken, darkness and despair. I'm confused why I should love someone like that, who bore play with my feelings, first she said she loved me, but now she bore dump me, forgot me. Now I no longer believe in love. Because love could only give the pain that not disappear even though I remove it with difficulty. With a broken heart I mourn myself while playing the song "Breaking My Heart".