BETRAYAL
OF LOVE
Loving someone is probably the most beautiful gift of God
that given
to us. But
why for me love is
something most painful, make
me feel be someone the saddest and weak. She
had prompted me like this. Lost without
direction, and without
purpose. I wish i had known her, trust her, and willing to give everything, including
my heart and soul.
I gave 100% of my heart, but she treated me like this.
Indeed, i very much regret knew her.
It all started from that day .....
This morning, the weather
is very fresh. I decided to go with Donghae, Siwon, and Wooki to a cafe. I intend to look for an
English job, because two days had to be on the blog
post of my
teacher. At
the cafe, I was joking with my friends. oh, yeah We are singles. So we never fall in love
and
courtship.
"Yesung, why do you really busy? “ Wooki asked.
"I'm really busy to working on my deadline. "I said
"Another time we have done a quick job. Do not delay as it would later, piled all, "said Donghae.
"Yes .... the basis of
a nag. "I replied
2 hours later we went home. We a parted ways at a crossroads at the end of the alley.
"Bye ............." we both said.
On the way, I accidentally hit a girl. She looked very ill. I came down from the bike and help him. However, I was pleasantly
surprised when I saw her face, I felt that he was not human, but an angel that had
been revealed to by me hit. she was very lovely.
"Aww, hey where are your
eyes? Don’t you see if there are people willing to cross ". She asked with a high
tone.
"So .. so ... sorry, I hit you by accident, what do you feel sick? Let me take you to the hospital. "I replied.
"No need." Answered the girl with a sarcastic tone.
The girl immediately went and left me silent because of her beautiful
face. But, i awared.
"Hey wait, what's your name? "I asked
"Why do you ask?" He said,
"No, I just want to know it. Who knows we could be friends. "I said
"Well, my name is kim nana. Just call me nana. "she
replied
"Nana. Well ... that’s a very beautiful name. Such a
beautiful person. Oh, yes my name is kim Yesung, yo can call
me yesung. I hope we get to see much. "I
replied.
That was my first time to
meet with Nana. The girl who was luring my heart. Every day, every time I always just thought of
her. I always hoped to see her again.
2 months after we met, I
could finally meet him. We had bumped into at the bookstore. At that time I wanted
buy the book. But,
fortunatelly I met Nana. It felt wow. Like
i got the free tickets of lady gaga concert.
We have known three weeks each other. And I felt that we were very suitable. Then I intend to declare her love. I had to ask my friends to help me in this mission. I, Donghae, Siwon, and Wooki conduct meetings in the back yard of the school.
"What must I do to
express love with nana?" I asked
"I think you have to prepare something very romantic, such as flowers." Answered Siwon
"Yes, I think you can bring her to a beautiful place, such as on the hill." Said Donghae
"One more, do not forget poetry. I think every woman likes it. "Answered Wooki
"Hemm, ok. I think it's good advice. ok thank you. "I Said
A
week after the meeting I asked nana went up the hill. Didn’t forget to bring a poem and a rose. There came a thrilling moment. This is
the first time I stated in love with a girl. I’m so nervous. But, for the love
I would do it.
"Nana ...."
I called
"Yeah Yesung??" Replied nana
"I ..... I .... I just wanted to tell you that I love you so much. Will you to be my girlfriend? "I asked
"Huh ............ Yesung you .... ehm .... I actually ... I also love you. "Answered Nana
"Really? You .. you're not kidding right?? Are you serious? "I asked expectantly
"I'm serious." she said,
"Nana, I'm very
happy to hear that. Thank you ... thank
you for loving me too. "I replied
After that we finally become
a couple. We now have 5 years of relationship.
I've been a bachelor, and worked
at a television station in korea. While Nana received in one of
the airlines. Yes, she was a flight
attendant. Honestly I do not agree that she
worked as a flight attendant. Because I was afraid that
she did not have more time
for me anymore.
And my guess is
true. After she was to be a flight attendant she was getting busy, there
is no time to meet, even giving the news by
telephone were rare. I became increasingly concerned with the state of our relationship.
2 weeks passed and during
that time I also could not contact her. I lost contact with her. I've been
looking for her, and asked her friends, but they say nana had moved abroad. Why
did she forget about me? Why had she not deem me again as her boyfriend? I didn’t
know what else to do and where to go
looking for her. I wanted to ask directly to her about the fate of this
relationship that was increasingly unclear. Yesterday Siwon, and others visited
me. They all came to strengthen me.
"Come on, you'd better take care of it yourself. I can not bear to see you like this. "Said Donghae
"That's right Yesung. for what you're thinking about a woman who clearly did not think about you. You're only hurting yourself. "Answered Siwon
"Why do you like
it. Do not want to eat, not went out from the house, and you let your work
abandoned just because a girl. Wake Yesung
... a lot of girls
out there who are
more beautiful than she is,
1000 times better than her. "Replied wooki
"You do not understand. I'm very very very loved. Do you know what I feel huh? I .. I .. sick ... sick. My chest tightened. I could not do anything else. I am weak. "I replied
"No Yesung. you're wrong. All people should feel the love. But
you must remember that love does
not have 100%.
And you should not hurt yourself like this
just for the love. "Answer
Siwon
I just kept silent. I think
the advice of my friends. I felt what they
told me were true. I now decided to stop thinking about
it. I had to continue my life I've wasted
all this time. I have
to get up. And I should be strong.
2 years later. Now my life
began to return in good order. And I have started enjoying
my life again. Without
her and without love. Tomorrow I will plan
to go to the bookstore. I wanted to buy the novel.
Upon arrival at the bookstore I was looking for a
good novel. but all of accidently I met her. It was a lot of
questions in my mind. I could not wait to asked
all to her. But
suddenly came a man who directly approached
nana. He was tall, fair-skinned, and was rather
big. I'm confused
who he was. And suddenly nana said ....
"Hi Yesung .. we didn’t meet for a long time. Oh yes, this is Kangin. he is my fiance. We are getting married in 3 days. Oh yes, I got an invitation for you. I
hope you will come
to our marriage. " Said Nana
When I hear the word nana
was like lightning.
My body felt weak.
My tongue stiff,
I could not say any more. My heart was
sick, shattered like
a bunch of broken glass. I came home with a limp
body. There was no hope, no purpose, no more light, there is only pain, broken,
darkness and despair. I'm confused why I should love someone like that, who bore
play with my feelings, first she said she loved me, but now she bore dump me,
forgot me. Now I no longer believe in love. Because love could only give the
pain that not disappear even though I remove it with difficulty. With a broken
heart I mourn myself while playing the song "Breaking My Heart".
